Man what a day. By afternoons end, I felt like one big raw nerve. "What is going on?" I pondered. I tried to head to Sonic for a little Happy Hour Diet Cherry Limeade and I forgot my purse. Thank heavens because those cheese sticks sure looked tempting. I went back home, got my purse and headed over to The Mom's house to let our boys play.
On the way all I could think about was that I wanted to call my sister. I did. I was telling her about feeling like a raw nerve and she said "look at your watch". "Ok, it is 4:00, so?" "No, look at the date." Then it dawned on me, on Sunday it will be 6 years since my mom died. I guess my subconscience just knew it. Then I began to pray about it and ask the Lord to not let me be so sensitive about it or to let it affect my mood or my relationships.
I have been so much more at peace tonight. I guess it helps to know what is eating at you before you eat over it. I am so much more at peace. Of course talking to my sister about it and crying a bit on the phone then talking to The Mom about it too helps tons. (thanks girl, youre the best).
The good news is I have not eaten over it. Was I tempted? You bet ya sweet boopy I was. But I didnt act upon it.
Thank you Jesus for sending the Comforter to me today to calm my rough nerves, my friends to share a tale and read a ramble and thank you for loving me enough.
1.Read the bible and some Morning Praise, Prayer, lots of it,
2. 29 of 32 points
3. what? I am suppose to exercise? Oh yea,
4. water, check, Vitamin, check
Love you girls, thanks for the prayers and love, it is working, I can feel it.
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