Sunday night

I had one of those moments of craziness where I am going to "buy this food for the kids" knowing full well I wanted to eat it myself. Why do I fool myself into thinking I can trick my own brain. Another one of those crazy thoughts from my compulsive overeating self. 

The weekend has kinda spiraled. Hurry and procrastination got the better of me and I let it affect my whole being. We were late to church which caused me to get frustrated with the family. Everyone had allergies and we had only one allergy pill left so we stopped at Walgreens on the way and were later. I knew we were out of meds and didn't get them yesterday when I was out and about.  

We stayed up too late last night and I did not get up in time to have my quiet time and rationalized it by saying that I was going to church anyway.  It is just not the same. Kinda like the difference in a one on one with a famous person and hearing them speak on TV. I know, most days church is personal to me but today the boys were fidgety (due to rush and lack of sleep) and I was distracted. 

We worked on the fence today and a good friend from church came and helped us get some panels from Lowe's. He and Honey got back too late for me to make my meeting but I remembered there were online meetings and I "went" to one online. It was great. They have them everyday and it is a good way to touch base when I can't get to one IRL. 

Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow I will not be rushed or hurried by the demands of life. I will have a food plan. Tomorrow is a new day. Praise God for his faithfulness.